"The town was paper, but the memories were not."
John GreenPaper Towns (via gudda)
Anonymous asked:
No one cares if you live or die. no one cares about you. nothing good in your life will last. you are pathetic. you have no one

I actually have many friends who are there for me no matter what the circumstances are. don’t tell me that I don’t have anyone when I have a loving boyfriend and family, and friends who have always been there for me. you obviously don’t know me very well. stop messaging me. you are absolutely pathetic. I am disgusted.

Anonymous asked:
you are the most disgusting thing that i have ever seen.

have you looked in the mirror



you can’t even understand how many years i have waited for a picture like this you really can’t fucking understand

kiwis are always relevant on my blog.
Anonymous asked:
my anaconda don't. my anaconda don't. my anaconda don't want none unless you dead hun.



•✩Ocean // Indie✩•

My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
My brother
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.

And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
had overdosed
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not

The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not

My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
almost invisible
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not

So y’all can take your narcissistic
and glamorizing
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.

But you
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.

(via runiqu)
Anonymous asked:
i don't even know what kyle sees in you, or what richard saw in you, like god you don't even have a good body or anything, you are rank as fuck

why don’t you go ask them

"Why do I keep pleasing everyone but myself?"
Read it again. Read it again. Read it out loud. Read it until you stop doing it.   (via unlively)